Thought of the day…
What to do, what to do, I have no idea. I don’t know what to do or what to believe. I know I want to be with you, but is all of this worth it? All of the stupid pointless fighting about nothing, the no trust what so ever that i get from you, the loss of friends and the social things in life. I want to believe it’s worth it more than anything in the world. But getting ignored and that feeling that you could care less, makes me think more and more that it’s not. I don’t want someone to control me, act like my dad, or bring me down. I just want someone there for me till the end, just to put his arms around me and tell me everything will be okay. that’s all I fucking want..